part of a message from Mary – from messages from Mary and Jesus bk 2
… And all through it I want you to ask, and even if necessary, to beg the Mother and Father to show you the truth of why you are feeling bad. THIS IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT – TO WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH OF WHY YOU ARE FEELING BAD. For without wanting to know why – what’s the point, you may as well just keep on denying them, doing things believing they are making you feel good.
I don’t want you to go to Them with your mind for a quick answer, although you can discuss everything with Them, but to ask Them to SHOW YOU THE TRUTH THROUGH YOUR FEELINGS, so you can feel, and experience, and know categorically for yourself, why you feel bad. The truth will come up in independently to your mind, your mind should be kept out of it, until the truth has come as a result of your expressing your feelings, then you can use it to think about all you have see. You have to want to know your feelings, all the reasons why you feel so bad.
So remember: bad is good. And you can trust in the Mother and Father, They will only give you as much bad feelings at anyone time as They know you can deal with. And They will give you what YOU need. Do not look at others experiences and then try to live the same for yourself; compare and share experiences by all means, but what YOU need to feel and experience and express is what They know you need to, right then and now. They will guide you, and it is your complete and personal journey with Them.
To want to feel bad is hard. To be in pain and to ask the Mother and Father to help you to see and feel the truth is hard. To then still want the pain, and then more pain, is even harder. However, I am not saying you have to be a martyr, gritting your teeth and bearing it all no matter what, no, you do what you feel you must do. IT IS ALL ABOUT HONOURING YOUR FEELINGS ALL THE TIME, EVEN IF THEY SEEM CONTRADICTORY FROM ONE MOMENT TO THE NEXT, FOLLOW THEM AND EXPRESS EVERY ONE OF THEM…
… Ask the Mother and Father to break down all your negative mental patterns, to show you all your wrong beliefs and behaviours that have resulted because of these beliefs – ask Them to liberate all your childhood repression. Ask Them to strip you back to your pure soul and tell Them that you want to live with a pure and positive and loving mind. Tell Them that you want to see every part of you that hates yourself and why you do; and you want to feel and see why you are angry. Want to hate and be angry. You don’t have to do anything about any of your feelings except honour them, and accept that you have them, just allow yourself to be them and express them. When you feel like killing your mother or raging at your father you don’t have to follow through with such actions, but you do have to allow yourself to feel how much you want to kill her or rage at him and say what your feelings make you feel and what they make you feel like doing. Tell your friend or partner, tell the Mother and Father ALL you feel. No matter how embarrassed, or shameful, or terrible, or stupid, or bad you think you are. Remember it’s not the real you, it’s only bad stuff that has been put into you…
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